God... I know you've always been good to me. Thank you for giving me such a wonderful life with wonderful people inside it. I'm happy for my life of course, nothing happier than this life you gave, although sometimes you teach me in the hard way. I just don't know how to say it to you, but that one person you sent to be existed in my life, why I still hold my curse to it? Is there any reason? I knew, there always be. Yeah, I'm fully aware of that. That I'm going to find the answer later.
God... I know that goodness is the things you love. I'm trying to be one, I'm trying to be good, ignoring what I'm struggling with inside. I'm gonna wear that mask. Just please help me to put it much much longer till I can free from everything bad inside. Please keep me smile, so that everyone that see me, will smile eventually. Will you?
orang seperti itu memang susah dilupakan, tapi kalau aku pikir-pikir lagi, orang seperti itu bahkan tidak pantas untuk mendapatkan kebencian dari kita hahahaha.... dia tidak pantas mendapatkan apapun..... #curcol sambil ngakak2 geje
bukan orangnya yang dilupakan, perbuatannya. iyo sih, dia gak pantes ngedapetin apapun, bahkan cuma sekedar benci kita. tp gmn lagi mal, ngalir gitu aja. gatau neh, cuma sama itu orang tok begini.
huuaaaahh.... hari ini bukan hari yang baik. =='