Yeah, this is my first post and I don't know what to write about. So, I'll just talk about my current activities and my life recently.
Well, since I'm a (past) fourth year college student, It's an absolute thing that my main activity is my final project and everything about it : find the lecturers to get their signature, consult my progress to them, and many more involving final project. I've been taking it since almost six (absolutely more) month ago, and I feel that I haven't move even an inch! While my friends, most of them, have achieved their master degree. Just like one of my very best friends, Tuti, finally achieved it this afternoon, after a very long and much hardship. Congratulation sist! Always know that you can make it. :)
And somehow, after hearing that she got an A on her final project, I felt like I was gonna cry. It's a mixed feelings, between happy, proud, thankful, but also desperation. I was thinking, "She can do it! She did everything she could, she put a very great effort, and now she get what she deserve. And look at me. What have I done? Maybe it can be counted as nothing. I'm still here in the same spot where she started to give her all." It's like a hard slap on my face. Well, at least I realize it more, what we get will be as much as what we give. Good luck for me, my final project, and for everything!!!
That's just one of my current activities. My other activity is learning how to play guitar. Oh yeah! Finally, I get a chance to learn guitar intensively. I started learning guitar since 3 weeks ago, and I'm playing simple songs like Mimpi Yang Sempurna by Peterpan, Zombie by The Cranberries, Nobody's Home by Avril Lavigne pretty well. *happyface* Well, I don't know if it's a lame or a great progress considering my three weeks learning. I don't care though. It really nice being able to play some musical instrument, I can express more. Actually, the most dreamed instrument I wanna able to play is drum. But, unfortunately, it'll spend a lot of money, just to learn to play it, and eventually play (and have) it whenever I want. Maybe someday I will able to learn it. Who knows? :D
About my other activities, I don't know how to say it, it's just kind of hobbies I think. I'm collecting and watching movies, dramas, and shows in my room. You may think that I'm kinda freak and autism, but yeah that's the reality. See, I'm doing my final project in my room, since I'm in Informatics Engineering major where my project is about making some application that is done in my beloved PC! So, most of my daily life would be spent in my room ONLY. Hard to admit it, but it's true. Well, seems like I have to socialize more with real people DIRECTLY, not just typing some messages or greetings on some social network. I need to go out there, and having fun with my friend! And I've just remembered, I have this plan to karaoke next week with my friends. Great!! Can't wait till next week. :D
I think I have enough for my first post in my brand new blog. It's kinda pretty long for the first post, huh? Hope you enjoy reading it, and let's see what will happen next time. :D
Adios ^^
